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blue night radio ♡ 170327
translation: fantaemsie(to a listener’s message) jonghyun: when your tears are falling just let them shed. i wish you’ll think of it as if that weight inside your heart is getting out of your body drop by drop, like that.
i’m not a religious person at all, but i know jjong’ll continue on.
in physics, there’s this theory that all energy is recycled. that since the conception of the universe, there has been the same amount of energy and it just converts into something else over and over. so, as much as it hurts that *our* jjong, *this* jjong, is gone, he doesn’t just disappear into nothing and is lost forever. he’ll come around again, maybe as one thing or maybe as lots of things and maybe we’ll recognise him and love him again.
also, jonghyun created more energy than just the sum of his parts. so even now, when our hearts are breaking, all that emotion, all those little chemical reactions, are jjong. and once we feel a bit better, every time one of us sings along to his music, or dances along to an mv, that’ll be jjong too.
as long as there are shawols, there is jjong. and whether it’s in this incarnation or the next (or the next) we’ll encounter each other again and maybe there’ll be a little twinge of recognition.
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